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July 24th, 2007

five years

it has been five years since i was gratuated from the colledge.
now,i have no money in the bank;ican not speak out one whole sentence before the crows;i have been always sick theses years;i've learned nothing; i am holding my rank without rising;i have lost anything.
this is my five -year.

July 6th, 2007

desighner

Recently i am watching the program ，Project Runway,it is selecting 1 winner from 12 designers.
I think they have enough capacity to make enough money,to provide themselved good enough life

June 22nd, 2007

It is not good

It is not good for me that put someone high when in need and throw hin aside when over. I think I will never do that again.
Any way,past is the past.Maybe still face with troubles,but at least,I accept with my heart.

June 20th, 2007

something unhappy

MySpace.com is a good place for personal space,I think.
These days I am very unhappy,because my workmate is very impolite to me. I am very angry,but have no way to fix this problem,If i pay atention to it,I will be moreangrier.So i decide to ingore this,and fight back when nessarery.
Maybe this is what is called life.I think i can get well along with life.

June 16th, 2007

tennis!

Recently i begin to love the tennis completely.
now I have spent some money on the equipment,I hope i can do it.
Maybe sport reaspresents?? a kind of the opion.
So ,what is your opion?

something about myself

If you want to know me,the following is what you are interest.

I was born in a small village,when I was young,my family was very poor.And now I have grown up,but still very poor.I want to biult a house in the place I lived for years when I was a child.
First, he has enough room about 180 cm*cm.There is some space behind the house for keeping the air glowing ,and putting some usefulless things.and,a quiet big empty room to built a yard:one or to trees;a dweling,plants on the right,and article productions in matel on the right,where you will have some sports.
Now the main part of the house.Enter the door,which is like a curtain,you will see ,First ,the drawing room.It is verty simple,just with a Hdtv,Some sofas,table,but it actually very comfortable.The groud is filled with high quality material,and everything in this room is the best in the world.Can you imagine?
Next,bedroom.I am not sure whether I have been marryed,but still very simple.A big bed,a clothespress,a set of PA and TV,and furniture.You know ,book,artickes for daily use.Ok,now,turn aroud,let us walk into the study&fitness center,for i have enough place and money,i make two in one.A radio,maybe sony sw7600gr,with PA;a bookcase,and a lot of thing for exercise,sorry,until now,ui have not a thoght about it.and three another room.One for my pararents,though i would not like to living with them;two for my kids,i think it is good.and another for the guests .I think i will fix them later.
I have forgot when i begin to be tired of the villagers.So i will keep away from them,I hope i can like them,but maybe never.It seems that what they bring to me is horrible.I admit it is hard for me to love the villagers.I want some mature and graceful women to company with me,and some good people to communicate .l If the villagers can do,i think i will love them,and pleasure to live with them.-otherwise it is just a place for me to live-.But as every can know,by then,they will never like me.So how to fix this problem?

June 15th, 2007

a girl with 5/6

Don not understand ?hu?
At first, Let me speak something about Chinese films:A group of who love themself produce something only they like.Save the film.

And now ,about the topic:
1 love her and her bf's paternts/
2 never betray her man/
3 take good care of their babies/
4 make a good living-means consume/
5 have no bad hobbyies?/
plus
6 beautiful

this is what I have heard from a little man,so i note here.

And I ,make my family broken.just because I do not love my family./my family was very poor before.

June 12th, 2007

from here to there

HIS NAME IS :BRUCE LEE
Nine years ago, I met a friend.He was so amazing that I decided to learn from him.So I changed,from here to there.totally because of something called "perfect ",and the motive to step up with.,you know,attact people's attention.
And now,I lost my direction.I have walked so away from here,that it is impossible to be back,but never to be there,because there is such a place for me as unfamiliar, cold,frightened,full of despair and fear,and i can not accept the reality of being looked down upon,or being ignored ...des...

June 10th, 2007

good ?or bad?

Just a few sentences.
the first is :A Bad man is not really a bad man.-----gei from ;
the second is: I am a bad man ,who seems good. -----get from what i want to do;
And 3tgh is:Bad is Bad ,as good is good.
fourth is :Do good in bad,and be good when good.

...................................over.

June 8th, 2007

i am not healthy

i am always not healyhy,from childhood to qrowup.
Today ,When i was chatting in MSN,i saw a picture of a young man as old as me.He looked so handsome,and,the most important,heakthy.
Then i felt that i was actually weak.it is normal for me that i can not have a girlfriend.This a big problem for me.
So I decide to have sports everyday ,and keep this habit in my whole life.and,Of course,the health of the heart.

June 7th, 2007

a friend is not always a friend

It spent me almost 5 years to realize this.
In 2002,I received a call frome one of my old friend.it made me uncomfortable.so i refused to contact with him again.

In 2004,when I try to make friends with others,I was refused.

And now,i feel awkward.You know,I refused someone,was refused by someone.It seemed that i got suck into some trouble.

And now, I am thinking about this.and ,maybe tommorow,i will get what i want.

May 21st, 2007

happy today

i am really really very happy tonight.If you find a person to speak out all the things you never dare to say normally,you will know how happy i am.
thank you,little Yaoguai,under your permmition, I FINALLY did it.
I also want very much to make friend with her,but I was full of satisfaction even if she looked me as a monstror.Of course,still looking forward...
Sometime,saying one thing is so hard that you will feel the different world once you speak out.